Bleuh I hate to be on Hiatus, makes me feel useless. But then again, I had to start of with my examination assignment, and I made a LJ account for that : michinsesang . There I'll be posting my first Original work, so no fanfiction there XD. I need to finish a story at the end of the year, so I'll be posting it on that account so my teachers can follow my progress.

I'll be spending these 2 weeks for setting up the site and write the first few chapters I already wrote on my notebook. And I need your support n___n cuz it's always good to get some comments or even critism!

I think my hiatus will take another week.. There still are a lot of things I need to do, and midterms are coming up.

So if you have some time to follow my orginal work, then be my guest :)!

Okay I'm beat.

( Just some rambling )

Gosh I'm going crazy, I couldn't concentrate during classes, I had nobody to talk about it with (I told Joost, but yeah, he couldn't really cheer me up how hard he tried), I've been listening their music all day long, wrote their names all over my notebook

Idon't know what to believe... I'll stick with them to the end and will never stop loving them! I just hope they can be together as 5 again.

It was just shoking that, a few days ago we got some good news, and now suddenly this. It just came like a kick in the nuts if you'd ask me.

Now people all over the world are freaking out and have sleepless nights (I'll probably have that tonight..) and some of them blame Yunho and Changmin for being on SME's side. I, myself, don't have an oppinion about it. Just because we don't know if it's true or not. I want an explination for all this, from the boys, and not from some media.

Well done SME, now you've truly "killed" a lot of fans at heart.

I think I can't do my homework right now, and I don't want to stay on the computer now either, just because I'll keep seafching for posts about the whole thing and that makes me depressed. I can't talk with my parents with it and I don't have any DBSK fans in my village. So nobody to talk about it with. I can't go to my sister because she'll just cut me off and turn up the volume of the TV or something. So I'm on my own.. Again.

I'm not losing faith, nor am I accusing YH and CM for anything. I just hope everything will come out positive and that that stupid CEO cuts his tongue out.

I'm going to sleep for a few hours.

I'm not going to put this under cut, sorry F-list but I'm too PISSED OFF to click LJ-cut & make a stupid title for it blah blah.

Like WTF?! I mean, the only think those A-HOLES is fucking MONEY?! I feel like flying to Korea and slap all those bastards who only think about themselves and not about how they treat our boys.

After the news I heard some days ago I thought we could breathe easily again, but now this?! I thought it was all kinda over with?! I can't believe those STUPID lawyers even find it FAIR  of SME to treat them like they did for almost 6 years.

Argh I'm so angry that I could ramble on about it for hours.

I need to calm down for a sec.

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I'm going shopping with Joost, his mother and his sister tomorrow n_____n~ I'm so happy that I'll finally be able to buy some new clothes for the winter (things were getting too small etc etc) I missed going shopping very much, some of my friends are too busy with their boyfriends of with their part-time jobs. So I'm really glad I can come with him ;D

Updating has been going so slow the past couple of days =o= Simply because I have a little writer's block... Writing chapters takes me longer than normally, but I hope to update more frequent soon! Damn, I haven't even posted my anniversary one-shot *groans* -____-; Ah well, It'll be on tomorrow night when I come back I think n____n.

I'll finally have some time to relax lol! Maybe then my inspiration comes back to me after a day of having fun.. Ne? ^____^~

I've been drawing quite a lot these days XD. I wanted to share some with you guys!

( to the drawing phailage X'D. )
Now I have some fanart for someone.... I've been a fan of her fanfics quite some time XD And I'm still hooked to them~ She knows X'D Cuz I still spam her page with comments eheh.

It's for you Cami bb (kami_no_kami ) I made it a long time ago but lost it =o=, then I cleaned my room and found it *HOORAY* so here you go ^^.

( TO THE FANART )

This.. Got me so addicted (and I have been in love with コゲ犬 for a while now) and I decided I'll once do the Nico Nico anime medley! Cuz I found the fucking text like MUWHAHA!

( EPIC. AWESOME. KOGEINU! )

Okay.

I'M OFFICIALLY ADDICTED TO RING DING DONG'.

I've been humming this song the whole day...I was watching the MV and my mother came in like:"What's that? AND WHO'S THAT HOTTIE WITH THE BLOND HAIR!? ~" I was like:".. Mom, That's JongHyun" *glomps*Mom:"He looks GOOOD ~" And the whole day I've been hearing hear singing to Ring ding dong until she left to visit my grandparents XD.

Then I was checking my hyves page and found out a guy I spoke with at school last Friday LISTEN TO WHEESUNG! (I was checking his profile so I was like WHAT EIOJFEWOIJEWOWE?!, I immidiately pounced on him and asked where he knew him from) He messaged me he liked Ring Ding Dong too! ~ Ehehe, now I have something to spazz about on Monday!

Plan #1: Hunt Jordi Knol (SERIOUSLY GUYS, HIS LAST NAME IS KNOL!... Omg ik moest zo hard lachen toen ik dat las! *SORRY FOR DUTCH*) down and sing Insomnia with him.

*sighs*

I've been watching MBLAQ's mv too, Oh yeah~ XD . Like it ^^, I'd like to hear more from them, I might come to like them *laughs*

.. Okay, back to writing.

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FANTASTIC FANTASTIC, ELASTIC ELASTIC~~
....Sorry for spamming your FP!

Mweeh ;_____;

today's training was a DRAG! I felt SO tired after, and then Hans asked if i wanted to play a tournament next Sunday, I was like HELL NO, but I lied that it was my mother's birthday... I dun wanna go =o=..

Tomorrow I have a Maths test, I think I'm going to get a good grade cuz I studied like all day Yesterday & Today, so I need to get a good grade otherwise I'll be mad at myself, I think..

Hmm. Actually I'd go over to Yara's place and watch south park season 1 to 3, but they changed plans and wanted to go to the Funfair in Beringe, which comes with an Entrance price, LIKE WTF?! What's up with that?! SO I decided to stay home and work on my fics (:

Tonight no updates since I'm too tired, I'm going to find myself something nice to read and read till I go to bed later.

I joined the DBSK smut RP @ dbsk_smutrp , As Yunho X'D.

Never did an RPG before, so I'm curious how it'll go for me *snort*

Going to badminton training soon! Updates come tomorrow, sorry again, I had a busy week =o=.

And I'm still busy T___T.

Past:

♥ Had school from 8 till 4...
♥ Studying for Maths test
♥ Working on my book report for English
♥ Taking English Pre exam. (which was TOO easy)
♥ Had fun with friends
♥ Ate "Pepernoten"
♥ Had mortal kombat with Joost
♥ Went to Muay Thai and sprained my finger.
♥ Went to Muay Thai and battled with Yara.

Future:

♥ Eat dinner
♥ Dress up
♥ Get my guitar and cycle to theatre
♥ Music school for 30 minutes (last practice of Colors ~Melody & Harmony~)
♥ Dutch movie with school (going to see; De storm, about the North Sea flood of 1953)
♥ Writing before going to sleep
♥ Sleep for my next day of 7 hours school

HOORAY.

Got to get going now! Updates will be tomorrow!
(I'm too lazy for LJ cut, sorry!)

Various things on the moment .. Just need to post them up so I won't forget lol!

( Rambling! )

Finally twe have our new computer!

( Yaaay )

I'm trying to write, but it comes out really difficulty.

Then Joost called if I could go with them to see a movie (UP in 3D), but found out I'm broke...

And now my parent's friends are coming over.

Eugh... I want to go to the movies, maybe I should just call Joost again because I do really want to go!

What should I do with all this...

And now I'm even getting a fucking headache D:!

Edit.

Okay, I found my cultural pas, it has 6 euros on it and get some of my bank account. So I'm going to see up I think X'D/

I got a new nephew!

Omg, my aunt just gave birth to a cute little boy named Levy! Gaaah I'm so happy, she actually had to give birth last week (on my sister's birthday) but now he's here...

I want to see him, my uncle sounded so prooud over the phone. D'aw... Can't wait till we go to Amsterdam!

My mother leaped at me when she heard it! LOL.

I wanna see Levy, I hope he'll get an afro just like my other cousin Djengiz ^^!

(oh by the way, they're Surinamese hehe XD)

This. Made me lol so hard.



WHY SO DAMN FUNNY 8'D!

This has been one weird week wth...

Every day I had school from 8:20am to 1:30pm, (except for wednesday) but.... men I haven't felt this useless in my life *_____*. All those classes I'd spend in the library or on the school computer. Thank god this week's almost over! Okay... I did work on my exam assignment but still.... =o=.

The weird thing is, my last class (which I'm having right now)... we were with the two of us waiting for a teacher that didn't show up (probably on school trip like all the other's except me!) and then we got to the school computer room again... Man I'm bored to death! It's like, I'm waiting for the next 30 minutes to pass so I can go home.... Now I think of it I could have been home already! Wth is this?!

Sorry T___T I'm a bit angry right now... I didn't like this useless week! I'm getting tired of doing nothing and I can't fucking work on my fanfics during school bcuz there are always teachers or classmates around....

I miss my daily YooSu/YunJae dose... Damn I feel mellow.

Teacher still didn't show up yet and already 20 minutes passed my gawd.

Tonight I won't be on to update, I'm going to my friend's house to watch a movie, so I'll be updating tomorrow prolly.

I MISS MY YOOSU T____T. Although I love Colors, Im out of YooSu! *sigh* oh my god...




Okay I'm trying to do something but it just doesn't work.

I'm bored, bored and bored again. And I want to get out of here but I'm still stuck here for like 20 minutes.... And I think my dad will be using the computer when I get home, so no computer for me until tomorrow... Why does my dad always have to do stupid finances on the internet.

It robs my computer time, I hate it.

Okay... This has become a real nagging blog. I think I should stop and get something done before I die!

*sigh*